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Sometimes problems come in from all angles and when prolonged makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong, if not most things. The Lord just loves pulling the rug out from under you, I wish I could say Ive learnt something that could help others that feel like that from time to time, but I have little. It happens, its not nice, I wish it didn’t but I found that typing my feeling into a search engine provided me with the reasurance of other people feeling similar negative emotions.
I hope that someday I may have more to offer here, but for now, trying to find the Lord, and just saying his name if I can do no more is all I have. I hope to be dragged into the presence of the Lord by others and hear the revelations of him when they come.
Learning to say yes is slow growing, nothing tangible yet.
I went exploring in that valuable free time, found some new places to walk and enjoyed sunshine, nothing like the first airing of the year. I took a stone from a river bed thats sits on my desk to remind me of that and that the Lord is laying a foundation and building walls of balance. Like a seed that grows into a sapling and is anchored to the ground, with leaves spread on upward reaching branches and roots plunging deep and spreading in the blind darkness coming across what it needs by faith not sight.
Nutter out
anna xx